Taking care

I have a real problem. I take care of others more then myself. Even though I have been too sick with a cold this past week to look for a job. I am a support network for many of my friends. They feel comfortable enough around me and talk about there problems. Right now I could use financial support and reaching out to my friends. Do I feel comfortable enough to my friends to ask. I try in my subtle ways. It's really hard getting around when you are sick. Not comfortable in your skin. Nose running like a faucet, throwing up, slight fever. The state still expects me to out job hunting. So if I feel well enough to go out, it will be tomorrow. Right now I have to take care of self.